UPDATE! Check this out....
today, my boss calls me into her office and asks me how busy I am nowadays, and did I want to move to the credit dept since that girl left suddenly last night

which, no thanks, I dont want to move into a 5 dollar an hour less job that I'd hate anyway...she said she wouldnt expect me to take a pay cut, but I know that I'd NEVER get a raise since they'd be WAY over budget on that position if I took it...
She said we're slowing down, and theres going to be layoffs...I asked if I was in danger, she said she didnt think so, that they havent mentioned anything like that, but that they might start asking and that she wants to be sure she can find a place for me before that happens....
so...I've got a boss thats looking out for me at least....
but...go ahead and lay me off...I wont mind that much really :p